promos have finally ended,
im not happy, im disappointed,
i have a bad feeling about this,
about how my results will be like,
history paper was a killer, and for cse, i just hope i can passs.
ahhh. im so scared.
Everyone is celebrating the end of exams,
but for me, what's there to celebrate when you know you gg to do badly,
i tried to cheer myself up but i will keep thinking about it,
God, please help me feel better.

Raya is in like 2 days time. Ahh.. im not excited.
Both my younger sibs having exams this friday,
and big bro is not gg to raya with us this year,
i dun know whether to feel sad or happy,
sad because the family will be seen as incomplete on hari raya,
or happy because after so long he gets to raya with his real family.
As long as he is happy, I'm okay i guess.
Btw, my whole family will be wearing brown this year.
Different shades of brown.

The house is still in a mess,
my room too,
mum hav been asking me to clean up,
maybe tmr then i will do it,
but for today,
i want to rest... like finally, i can do that.

why am I craving for mcdonalds now?

dian